2020 Vision
Wow, it’s 2020. A new year; a new decade. Whew, time is flying. 2019 really went by in the blink of an eye. It’s currently 2:42 A.M. and I just re-purchased this domain after some odd years and started a blog again. Well, more of a website showcasing some projects, that also has a blog as well. Still ironing out the kinks. Nonetheless, here we are. Cheers to just beginning - when you don’t necessarily have all the logistics laid out.
I knew eventually I wanted to start blogging again. I wrote in a journal, many moons ago, simply: “I want to share”. Not really sure what that meant at that time, heck even now, but I’m getting out of my own way to actually do things I want to do. I think in the past, I put too much pressure on myself with maintaining a “niche” with a blog. This time around, it’s more of a journal of sorts, with less pressure. Also, fear + imposter syndrome has held me captive from stepping out into unfamiliar or uncomfortable territory. It’s easier to play life safe, instead of going through and accepting the growing pains. [a lie!]
Anywho, while it’s super on top of things to actually have a plan and structure in place, I don’t move that way all of the time. I’m more of an impulse moving type of gal. Steve Harvey said it best when he said, you have to JUMP. I have a crystal clear vision of how I dream to live my life. The road to get there? Eh, I have to pull out my glasses and still can’t see a dern thing. But I know someone who knows, and he’s waiting on me to jump. So here’s to jumping into 2020 where I can’t quite see where I’ll land just yet. Even jumping with a little remnants of fear. Yet, I’m willing to take the leap of faith to jump into my destiny.
“If you want to be successful, you have to jump, there’s no way around it. When you jump, I can assure you that your parachute will not open right away. But if you do not jump, your parachute will never open. If you’re safe, you’ll never soar!”